Why do birds, suddenly appear.

Why do stars, fall down from the sky, every time, you walk by?

Question left unanswered..like the song from Carpenters. Some things are just not clarified nor defined.

In life, things always seemed so..vague. Everything has it doubts and weary..So where do we stand? Nowhere but to just follow the flow and wherever it might take us.

People might assume, might talk, might back stab, might gossip..but heck..they haven't walk a mile in ma shoes yet.Assumptions are normal..everyone predicts..but the true story always lies behind..No one could see it. Never did they ponder and wonder upon things. Some people are like that, because situations forced them otherwise.

Some things, are not for us to judge or control. Things can get pretty messy, unexpected and taking you by surprise. I, did not assume or expected anything to happen. nothing. But then again, no one might believed if it was for real. I believe everything happens for a reason. God may play a vital role in life, and wherever he takes us, he may have a plan for us.

I did not want anything to happened, I did not see it coming my way, it just did. Pull the trigger and shoot me twice on my brain.I am not dreaming. I wasn't.. and before I knew it, BAM... it is happening. And whatever that's happening, made me feel full in life again. Like I was living in a fairytale.. Who knew? Chances are to be taken.. but this ain't a chance..It seems like fate. I was in joy..was in ecstasy. I was living in a world where someone could be there for me when I needed someone, where reality suddenly seems fun and not so dull anymore, where all negative energy changes into positive.

I didn't know where I was. Felt like the heaven on earth. It was the flow..it all went just naturally. So natural that I did not have to put in any effort..It was...effortless. Flawless must I say?

And now, people still assume. They didn't know where I was and what was I doing. They may think I have gone nuts, not in my conscious state. trust me..I am. I am conscious, living in an unconscious mind..or world may I call it.

For whatever happens, its time to look forward and accept the fact of how life's journey is taking me to.  

Maine,

The faint.