All that money can't buy.

Life..as tough as it gets..this is the time where we settle into commitments and choices..this is the time of my life to make decisions and live with what I think is right.. No one has a say..and definitely..the future is in our hands..

So, I've decided..

Firstly, am gonna take my Degree, at the same time, working. No one says its gonna be easy.. But looking at its benefits, I think its worth the try. This is also rather called a "Back-up" in the future..when I lose everything..I still have my cert with me.

It's gonna be hectic..no more night life as usual..no more hard-core partying..no more late nights..Im gonna be too drained out to do so.

Although monetary is an issue, with loans and what not, am gonna settle it.

But..future comes first..and what lies ahead of us, we don't know. Family..second.

Secondly, Im choosing what I think is best..of how I wanna live.. Leaving someone has never been easy.. But if its for what best, I think its worth it. Like what I always believed in since day one, nothing lasts forever..well at least that's what I think. Think of the future before thinking of anything else. They say money is not everything..It is true..but money needs to be there, relevantly for the future..nuff said. Especially in today's era, everyone needs to work, be it male or female.

Thirdly, the family members in my life, 

Have lost one....can't bare to lose another one.. Life is tough. All I can do is wish and pray..

But then again, life is tough. We gotta move on nomather what happens.

The more shit happens in life, the more stronger we get..and the more powerful we take charge of our life.

I have learned not to put people first, but ourselves. We cannot simply please everyone just because thats what they wished for..it is what we wished for and believed in.

Guess its time to get busy.. getting prepared for what called..the adulthood reality..

Marriage in another 3-4 years time maybe? Early I know..but why waste life's opportunity?

Life only comes once, make full use of it. Take and try anything that makes you happy.

Everything is risky, without risk, we won't know what we will get.

No one has to be the bad or good guy... because its our life we choose to run.

People have perception, negative and positive...but don't let perception and assumption ruined your happiness.

We deserve happiness from what we choose..and GOD will always be there, to support us.

No one can tell the future. But we can choose on how it's gonna end up like.