Updates on life..life =.= complaints!

I think this post is gonna be very perasan..cause I hardly put my own solo pictures on my blog posts.. but let this be the perasan one..

Life...aih....Good and bad I'd say..what is life?? life is....living. KK cut the crap..

Anyways, some stupid hard bump/lump appeared beside my earlobe..I don;t know what the fark is that ..seriously..and my whole neck is pain..the bump makes me headache..celaka.. I really pray its nothing and would disappear within few days.. *pray pray pray* *cross fingers*..and my tummy ain't feeling that good at the same time..wtf is wrong with my health? I am what I eat?? hmm..I thought I ate healthily these few days =.=

I wanna go shopping..but now hesitating if I should do more CNY shopping here or Johor...Decision decisions..or maybe...shop at both places =.= pokai lo..can't..need to save for Singapore trip.Heard the currency is like 2.5 now..omg..can die.com. 

I rather shop early for new year clothes..hate last minute clothes shopping..Still stuck in the midst of my driving lessons..Kept on delaying..too many events and plans :P I hate manual..HATE. blardy cluth..u give my leg's a hard time.. plus..I sucked at multi-tasking..so multi-tasking doesn't apply to ALL girls.. 

I feel tired and lethargic most of the days.. there goes my health complaints again..GAH!

Pimples oh pimples..why must u exist?? Im ugly enough already, u must make me look even more retarded?? No one like that wan laaaa. So painful somemore..looking at it also urges me to pinch and press it out.Then later regret got scar. nice. Pictures lie la..my face look so smooth on pictures.wth.

Backbone oh backbone..why u still giving me problems?? Already went for SOOOO many treatments..travel to KL and all..still the same? wah..my money..down the drain.

I think I'm gonna die early. At such young age, I have way too many problems.. Not to say I drink..not to say Im a smoker..not to say I do drugs..I don't infact..not to say I overeat..(OK that maybe I do)..but still????

Phone bills piling up like mountain..I think I spend RM 400 monthly on my phone bills..talk about saving money..not sure why Maxis charging me like crazy! Lazy wanna go check also..Thanks to my dear Matthew =.= calling Singapore not cheap ok? That's why he calls me now instead..wahhahaha ..fair deal.

I haven't had a good sleep since I start working..I think everyone who works face the same issue. Work..and life...not balance also! work and life balance..still got such thing?? Not in Msia at least. Got la...illegal work..I think I should start investing in the black market. Earn more..flexible hours..what is there to lose? Go jail? IF kantoi la. I think I'm writing an essay now..its ok..I'll end up reading it when I reach..err...30 la let's assume..Hopefully I'll get married by then. :P But I didnt think of having or wanting kids..not yet. I still wanna honeymoon that time.

Im glad I have awesome happening friends and colleagues. They brighten up my life..What to do..boyfriend not here for me 24/7 unlike some couples..gotta be independent :) OKla..see him once in 2 mths. Still can maintain. Gah..I miss him =.=. But at least both of us have our own freedom! :) I think we both have tooo much space though =.= but thats ok..because trust is definitely there. Happieee!

I feel like shaving bald..so damn sick of my hair  man...but if I do so..people would react weirdly to me..and my mom is gonna have a fit.. or break down maybe. See...everything I do..I put mom first..she is the concern to me.hhahaha. Cause she is da monsterrrr..rawr..mom..ur a monster. u know that?? I am gaining my freedom mom..so sorry but...Im travelling alone from now onwards hahaha. I know U hate it..I know u will restrict me from doing so..But Im gonna break that wall babeh! helll yeahhh. Well at least I'm not using your money :) Come on..even I buy my own food and toiletries..

Am currently in love with the song, Run the night my Pitbull and Havana..So damn awesome man..Those beats are sick..Makes me wanna  move so badly..wiggle that thang babehhhh. that song makes me go high..no that that high u're thinking about..another high. wth? ANYWAY...thats it..I can go on and on but that also means I would have to spam my own blog and make it look so damn ugly.

Chiow!

Maine, the shit.