Life's ..crazy. really. Life is so damn unexpected I tell u. It tells you that, but it gives you another. Life is hard to foresee, hard to predict even when they say "Life is what you make of it." Not necessarily true at all.
Life is full of wishes, dreams and hopes.. And of course, it ain't easy to achieve anything.
Even if it does, it only happens by luck.
Now..what happens when life doesn't go your way?? or suck big time..then guess..all we can do it to make a change out of it. Do something different? Throw what is useless ? Make a new direction, set of goals?
I guess so..As if we're left with any choice.
Am still young I guess.. But I have always been a negative thinker..I hardly have confidence or the will to look on the bright side. Put me in an optimism class, I'll fail the hell out of it.
I am..a paranoid.. thinking of early deaths and what not. God damn it!
So...what is in for me...since 2011 is ending soon :
1)Work- As usual.. Still thinking what my future job would be =.= No specific goals yet.
2)Love- Distance parted us..but still as stable as a brick wall.
3)Family- Of course mom kept nagging me..the more I grow up, the more I wanna be out!
4)Friends- Everywhere & anywhere
5)Money- Half-way broke (Thanks to new commitments such as , study loan , toiletries, saving up for a car..food prices are insane nowadays..At least RM 10 for a cheap meal, and everything else in between)
6)Travel- I am so waiting for a holiday to strike..waiting for friends/loved ones to decide.
7)Overall changes- None..except a wardrobe makeover maybe?
8)Music wise- Am definitely drawing towards classical now. Old much?
9)Hanging out spots- Same ol' places..pubs, bars, friend houses, mamaks, restaurants...
10) Hair-Still shitty as always
11) Wardrobe- Finally got a new one. but still too small..Giving all my un-worn clothes away =.=
12) Studies- Do I still need to? Mom kept nagging me on getting a Degree. GAH. So I told her,...I would..Unless u sponsor me..which clearly...she ain't going to. Her solution to me was to work and study at the same time..heh..no thanks. I don't wanna die of stress. Am not a good stress-taker.
13) Goals?- Yes, I do have.But ain't working up on it. I don't know how to. It would prolly end up in the drain or something.
14) Food- Talking bout food..I've gained weight tremendously over the past few mths. Thx Malaysia..all the crazy, fattening, fried foods!! Diet plan soon?? We'll see if can pass =.= time will tell.
15) Driving License? - Yes..Im finally gettin it after a hard push from my mom 3 years ago=.= Regretted like shit..why was I sooo lazy when I was 18..UGH.
16) Makeup- Still haven't learn how to put em on . Hassle much. waste of money much. There is tooooo many cosmetics to even remember the steps to start with.
17) Cooking?- haha. The one thing that I haven't really got into. I've learned up a few western recipes from the cook book..not too bad :) Chinese food? too difficult and don't really fancy em . I still love Thai & indian cooking. yum.
18) My quote?- CB
19)Improvement- In love I did :) Thanks to someone who gave me total trust.
20)Last but not least...- WHO lives in a pineapple under the sea? SPONGE BOB SQUARE PANTS! ok..random much. =.= chiows mofos!
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