For.Nothing.

Tired.Lethargic.Bored.

3 main words that would describe life right now. Not that I want any of it, but when it comes, it comes.

Helpless. Many things happened for many reasons. However, in the end of the day, we'll find our calling. We'll find our purpose in life, to what and whom we served, to what it may be.

To the things I've been through, honestly, its just the beginning of everything. Everyone will go through the same phase in life. I mean, what's to life if its not about learning?

I know I have to be civilised, just know what I'm doing..staying away from what is bad. Walk through life like everyday's the same. The same old routine, same old phase. Things may change in time. We'll wait.

Settling down is one thing, stability is another. These are the questions that have been pacing through my mind everyday..What do I want to do, what is my aim in the future, what I want to achieve, what would I become, what would life turn out to be. Of course, no one can tell the future. We'll just follow the light, and surrender ourselves to the LORD.

Time always passes by with a blink of an eye.. It may seemed like forever, but when forever has come, u'll find that you'll be stagnant there and then, and asking yourself "This is it?". There are more to life, don't succumb to ones wishes, but to our own wish. Respecting is necessary, but obeying is a whole new different thing. I may be weak, I may feel useless, may feel under-powered, but when I have to stand for my own rights, I will pray for the strength to do it.

I wish I was still a kid, worry-free and easy..when life ain't so complicated.. But of course, we can't turn back time now can we? The world is a mad place right now..with the ever increasing amount of snatch theft cases, robbery, kidnapping, murder, and even the nature seems to disagree with the world at times. 

Will put hope and trust.

Oh, and last but not least,

Welcome back Swee Gee :) aka Thomaz, who recently visited Malaysia again after being in Seoul, Korea. We've known each other since primary.and of course, people change. He changed for the better! Congratulating him early to getting married soon at the age of 22 :) How awesome to be a young dad! Happy for him! And, being proud of ma buddy, I'll show his choreography dance video HERE.

And of course, not missing out my 2 other primary best friends, Julie and Fei Yan :) We had a really good catch up after so long! <3 much love.

Kicking it up late with Peugeot 408.

Am a Peugeot fan, although I have to admit I ain't a driver. However, I still love how some cars makes me feel..all mellow on the inside..

What shocked me most, is how fast Peugeot are moving..honestly, Peugeot has never been that popular back in the days, but with new exciting models coming up, it surely will make hell lots of impression.

I was a fan of the previous 407 model, then I changed my mind to the 208 hatchback, then over to the latest 508..Now, to the the all new Turbo 408 with the 1.6 litre..The non turbo one is 2.0. As impressive as it may look, it said to be the 508 is still more "classy" than the 408. A step higher, but almost similar.

Picture source: Paultan.org

Honestly speaking, the 408 looks wicked. Its sporty and elegant at the same time. It has a little tinge of the 407 sedan, a 308 and the 508 all together. Although I got to admit, the front also reminds me of the lastest Honda City..No offence whatsoever to Honda drivers. Oh yeah, this would be another car by NAZA. Talking bout how NAZA could actually earn up per annum..its crazy.

This model comes with leather seatings,  with  6 blardy airbags..If i clearly remembered that is =.=

However,the non-turbo one does not have 6 airbags..the side passengers one are not included. What you pay, is what you get I guess?

Price at : RM 125,888..of course the 2.0 non turbo one would be slightly cheaper. 

That empty silence..

A gush of wind fills my empty heart, the light streaming through my face.

Enlightening from within, seems endless.

Dried up from yesterday’s tears, I reminisce those little moments,

Of our fingertips, on our lips, it touched.

Mellow feeling on the inside, as my mind hits dreamland.

The gentle breeze sways around the greenery, the scent of freshly bloomed flowers,

A little of lavender, a sip of Mary’s chamomile tea.

The thought and wonders of an English breakfast, the thought of dining with you.

Your smile lingers through my mind,

Distinctively on its own.. I surrender, longing for your touch.

Hollow footsteps in this room, glass windows and shiny sparkly tiles.

The days seemed rather long, rather slow.

The sky got darker, pacing my way through the empty alley,

Alley of the house, alley of you and me.

Eyes closing for a moment, nowhere to hold on to.

Candles lit up, rose petals aligned.

On the floor, to the bed, to the lights that we once shared.

Stroking my palms through these  empty sheets, gazing into the dark gloomy sky.

The smell of the clear crisp rain,

Melts away the hunger, the emptiness, the sorrow,

I remembered every inch, every minute of every day,

Slipping into these white linen robe, strolling onto the wool carpet,

And into the Egyptian cloth sheets, where u and I once belonged.

The dim orange mustard lights seemed to covers my blank mind,

The wind gentled down, the noise of trees, of water and of your sweet whispers in my head.

The night dawned. A day of silence.

Turn around, the wind will soon blow it all away.

-Maine- 

-Appreciate the moments, cause u'll never live in them forever-

lookalike?

This is bullshit.. I don't look like any of them =.=

Dark Shadows

The minute I saw the movie poster, I wanted to watch it in an instant..see, visual sells :) And the plus point, Johnny Depp is the main character in the movie..what could go wrong with him starring in a movie? I thought it was some kinda haunted movie kinda thing..turns out to be a vampire/un-human thingy..this is how a vampire/dracula should looked like..not the stupid twilight for heaven's sake =.=. Edward Cullen doesn't look anywhere near it..come on...shiny body? U must be kidding me.

Ok, back to the point. I LOVE how all the different characters displayed and acted in the "Collins" family.. they displayed each individuals very distinctively. Each of them have this kinda unique feature. I love the movie settings, the storyline, the way they act, the conversations, the tone, very mysterious and different. Me likey a lot. I love the costumes, the make-up, and the vintage old book-man style. Thumbs up! They definitely paid a lot of attention to small details of the movie settings.. Give it a whole new dramatic feel. I loved the art element in this movie over the storyline..The colours in the movie= very rich.

To sum it up, Barnabas Collins (Johnny Depp) has been cursed by an admirer (Eva Green) where she played as a witch.. she cursed him to turn into a vampire and locked him up in a coffin..He then arise from the dead kinda-thing and went back to the Collins family.. Something like that.. The movie also has a sense of humour, thanks to Johnny who displayed a very funny character.. 

Would rate it a 9/10...

Vin's Restaurant & Bar @ TTDI

So, me and my colleagues were fussing about places to go right after working hours.. We found ourselves settled in Vin's at TTDI, recommended by Adam (The regular customer).. so called his social place as well as his chilling place.. Jocelyn was supposed to join us, but she was too busy :( So a mere bunch of us went..which was only 3 of us =.=..However, no fuss, because we ended up in a really cool place.

What I love most is the interior, which is part of my dream interior of my future house..haha..Its situated at Lorong Datuk Sulaiman 1, Taman Tun Dr Ismail.. (Free Advertising much) but its worth it.. The people there are friendly and very welcoming..

Part of the interior, which is the bricks wall..Very much a concept. The main concept was vintage-english style, with a tinge of old-Irish-bar feel.. The crowd was great.. More towards the working adults. Overall, was awesome.. Music-Jazz. But of course it could get pretty noisy if its a happening night..You'll stumble across a table, full of men..chattering, shouting, and being high and stuff.. but its all good :)

The usual posing session with my "Sperzanne"

The Mojito..for mint lovers...However, the mojito made here is just nice.. Not too minty. 

The "Gunner" mocktail.. Taste a lil of ginger and lemon

The Beef Bacon thin crust pizza.. I loveeee the amount of cheese in here..Taste pretty good :)

The "Masala" Pizza.. A lil asian-western thing going on here..But seriously, IT IS AWESOME..I loved it a lot.. Gonna go back there just for this! Goes well just like that.

Overall, great ambience, great drinks, great food and great place... but then again, you need to have a good company too! Pricing wise, not too bad..A pizza costs around like RM 28? Same goes for the pasta's too.

Chiowzzzzz.

Let's be a typical girl- for a day

I know I usually blog about cars, songs, artistes, life..but hardly blog about personal details of life.

I may not be a typical average girl-girl...thus, I get a lot of terrible feedbacks from friends or people around me.

Its not that I don't wanna act like a girl nor behave like one.. I don't understand what normal girls behave like..

Walking- People say I walk like some gangster/taiko/illiegal immigrant.u name it... so now I have to take up classes to walk like a girl? Not much of a high heel person ..I'm more to flip flops.but then again, I'm learning..Starting off from wedges =.=

Sitting- Sometimes, I automatically tuned out and sit with my legs wide open or ..like a guy..hmm.. To be honest? It feels more comfortable..no shit. However, I still know how to sit proper (Depending on functions)

Talking- Ok, to be honest...I think I swear too much.. I don't know where I got it from..prolly the people I mixed with? And also, I talk like a man..the topics..and the way I speak..really?? Well, honestly. I don't know.. I've cut down on swearing to be fair.... who wants to hear a woman speaks like that right?

Activities- Apart from shopping, which is fairly a girls things to do.. I still like the usual sleeping session, I like to punch, and my bf said I am very violent to the extend I could kill people.LOL..of course I would not.. I was thinking of taking up classes and getting a "gun" license.. Thriling sial.. I would also want to pick up archery.. but my shoulders hurt when I play..sad case. I would also love to upgrade my skills on counter strike..which I think I still suck after 4 years of playing it... 

Common interest- I know many girls like makeup,six packs, vampire movies, Taylor Lautner, gucci, prada, macaroons..Im opposite of it all..infact, I hate all of that. Not hate hate...just do not fancy I guess? Maybe partly cause Im a lazy individual..too lazy to make myself look good. =.= I have a lazy guy habit.,,jialat.

Updates- I do not update on my blog about everything and anything I do or been to or whatever.. Like whatever shit I did today... I will be like.."Oh u know today, i went to.....dadada".. or "Oh I can't believe I haven't sleep, my bf put me to bed." seriously? cut the crap. 

Attitude- I don't think I am action.. or wtv.. Its just that sometimes, there is no need to bother nor care. U don't talk to me, I don't talk to u,,simple.. U give me some face, I'll give u back. Honestly, I do not need these kinda people in my life..like who are u? I really don't give a shit and maybe not even interested in wanting to know u at the first place..cause it doesn't relate to my life..literally. I don't give a shit who u are, who ur dad or mom is, who ur lover or ex lover was, what u do for a living.. doesn't really impressed me.

Advice to girls: Don't try to make yourself looked pitiful so guys will come back to u...Pity is never the way.. Don't try to be upset over a small thing that u can do yourself without having him to help..NEVER ever depend on a guy fully. Even if you're not feeling well, go take care of yourself.. If you can't..let the doctor do it. Don't go being pitiful that you're not feeling well and that no one cares for u..  (Im all talk, cause I feel like talking crap and am in the "shooting mood"now)

Last but not least, I think I'm half of a hypocrite.. I don't show good example to people..but then again..cause I don't really care..this is who I am and what I want to be. Stubborn much?

Not everyone knows me well... people that knows me from the inside out would be...my own sayang (He can make me shut up and listen, although that would need a lot of tolerance from him, cause my mouth can't shut the hell up), Nic (My bestie) who knows me way too well as well, my brothers.. because they grew up with me, Alice (She is the best listener and advisor in the world) and..yeah thats it..

Last but not least, I still love u even though u can be so damn annoying <3